Poetry

*Angel Eyes*

There was a child I once knew
She went away for a time
then shown to me she was grown
Words are hard to find
but to you the blinded
I will try to describe
She holds much worth
in the locks of her hair
Honor and beauty
in the stature she bares
Mamita bonita
she has grown to be
Respected with much power
is what I have come to see.
Skin so beautiful white as snow
she is my angel, my little cousin
Nicole.

*Only You*

I feared to love you
like ones need for their heart to beat.
I never imagined a love so perfect,
a love so complete.
Your presence is nurturing solitude
I've found in an unexpected place..
It is clearly shown in the sadness
my eyes express,
when I've longed to see your face.
You discovered a love within me,
no one was meant to find.
I still cant believe
I found a love that is honest,
truthful and kind.
You've sprung life
where it did not spring
and for that your always
connected to me.

*Did you Know*

They say grass is greener on the other side
Is this true or is it a lie?
I've been on a journey far and wide
looking for a comfort closet to sit and hide.
I've lived the life many don't care to see
but soon Ill be off to live life
happy and free.
All I wanted was to be loved
kissed a little and maybe be hugged.
I never asked for very much
just wanted to feel your comforting touch
No matter how I said I hated you
I lied, cause loving you is all I ever knew.
All I wanted was for you to be there for me
Watch me grow into the person you always wished you could be.
No matter how long I stare into the light
I wont ever forget how you simply
slipped away from me deep into the night.

*My love is*

What you mean to me

There are no words to speak.

You made me realize
the person I want to be.
Its been so long since someone has
made me think,
about the love I have to give.
My love is tender, My love is sweet,
My love is real, My love is power only you can feel.
My love is honest, My love is true,
My love is endless and its all
for you.

*Memories*

Memories are stories in your heart
no one can make you or force you to part.
They are your thoughts
your doings
they are you.
Memories are gifts, from your inner self.
They are the true you,
the you
yourself have not found.
Confused and misled?
Yes they can lead.
Memories never die,
they live
they dwell in the place
no woman, man or child can derive.
Memory, yes you are,
but forget you never I will not,
for you are not reality anymore
you are a memory.

*I miss you always*

Look to the stars
you always used to say,
and faithfully I've looked everyday.
I miss you like
you would not believe
sometimes you not being here
is hard to conceive.
I cant understand why you don't
call or write,
mom swears if you do
she doesn't want to fight.
Even though your still not here
not seeing you again is what I fear.
I'm still proud to be your first born
yet the child that lives inside me will forever morn
for the only man I've ever loved
my father, my hero, you dad,
Cruz Carrillo.

*Love Hurts*

Pain and heart break its all the same
it comes to you unexpected,
it has no shame.
But bitter we should not be
because to have felt heart break
is to have lived; at least for me.
Remember its warmth on a cold day
or how it shined on your beautiful face
in the middle of may.
Hope for a new love to find
to bring ease and comfort to your
lonely unspoken mind.
Heart break is not always bad,
to have never felt love so
pure, so sweet, so comforting
is whats truly sad.